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1.
You know I'm going to paint you the greatest mural around With six million cans of spray paint to cover this entire town So they won't ever forget you even though you're in the ground They'll say 'Oh lord, there's the greatest mural around. They'll say 'Oh lord, there's the greatest mural around.
2.
Listen up children I'll tell you a story about a boy who was timid and shy He had two younger brothers a dad and a mother and when he left them they all died inside. Now this boy was no stranger to love and to danger but those things he sure like to hide. And he didn't like losing he was smart with his choosing how to win the battles he'd fight Now the way that I live is for sinners And the way he lived was the right And I've never felt like a winner Because I lost everything that night He loved baseball and Hendrix The Mets, Jets and Rangers And we wore those colors with pride He didn't have any romances Didn't take any chances until the day that he died Now the way that I live is for sinners And the way he lived was the right And I've never felt like a winner Because I lost everything that night It's been 17 years gone now And I still dream about him I dream that he might be alive But I know I'll never about the love that could grow If I keep reliving that night We painted you a mural with colors on fences But those colors they never did dry Like the tears of your mother your dad and your brother keep re-living the night that you died Now the way that I live is for sinners And the way he lived was the right And I've never felt like a winner Because I lost everything that night
3.
Take a visit to the past now You got your foot upon the gas and you're pressing too hard Now you're out of control, yeah you're out of control In the name of the father and son now I think you're having too much fun and it's starting to show Now you're out of control yeah you're out of control You got to get it right back to the start of it all Yeah you're out of control you're out of control You got to get it right back to the start of it all Yeah you're out of control again I saw a picture of an old man they say he died of a broken heart He's still picking up the pieces and he's heading right back to the start Man this is out of control, this out of control we got to get it right back to the start of it all, this is out of control again.
4.
Krylon Blues 03:34
Well I feel so lost without you it's been so long that you're gone But I still can remember that next day mom was moaning all night long She still got heartache pumping through her veins I count from 20 to 10 now And I count from 10 to 1 I'm just counting down my days here Until my time out here is all done I still got heart break flowing through my veins But I feel your light come and lift my soul To the place I want to be Well we painted you a mural where the colors all run deep I just wish the paint was warmer Just to ease my mind to sleep Because you know it's heart break That's keeping me awake But I feel your light come and take me back To the places where we ran free And it feels alright When nostalgia takes me back to the place where I wanna be They say the stars are reflections Of the souls that passed before As I try to make this connection Well the stars they shine no more Because nothing but darkness has got a hold over me And if you feel the way I do then you feel the same pain too And it's alright now And I'm going insane it's true and I don't know what to do But it's alright now
5.
I'm bumming a cigarette off someone I don't know I can't help but feel like shit I've lost all composure there's no room for closure Down in this bottomless pit Jesus candles are strune on the sidewalk Turning this long night to day This doctor has left me with a head full of words But I have nothing left to say Sitting and missing him waiting and wishing For all of this time to pass All his friends, all his friends It never ends Time it stops for nobody now With exception for all of the dead This dark hands wants more as it sits at my door Remembering everything that you said Jesus candles burn slowly for you And they can't help but bring me down All these beautiful flowers all tied in a bow Just get me right out of this town All his friends, all his friends It never ends, it never ends
6.
I've got an 0-2 count on me I can show you around his town if you want to see All the wreckage of the past And when we die well do we Go up into the sky or do we Close our eyes into eternal rest It's hard to fall in love with a harmless thing But when we were young all we did was sing Last time I saw you We were shooting basketball in front of our home The you said I gotta go And I never saw you again Now I'm cool with all of your friends It's weird I know It's hard to fall in love with a harmless thing But some of your friends seem to be the closest thing All I do is think about the past And wonder why the good times never last They move so fast Remember all of the fun things that we would do We're whiffle ball kings now because of you Because of you It's hard to fall in love with a harmless thing But when I think about you all it does is sting I'm gunna think about you for the rest of my life When I do it cuts like a knife, like a rusty knife Remember all the fun things that we would do Well I'm so lost now without you, without you
7.
Bari's Song 05:25
I wish I could take those leaves And put them back on the trees Watch it be summer all over again You lit up the night sky on the 4th of July Those nights were so crazy With just a couple of friends I made a promise never to fight with my brother again It always makes me sad when I do Bari you should know you were one of he greatest friends I had I thought you should know I didn't want you to go But I'm not dying for you now I'm not dying for you now I'm not dying for you dying for you dying for you now You were one of a kind And I don't think you ever knew How much love we all have for you You said goodbye to the ground But you forgot to wear your wings Now I'm stuck down here without you I made pact with my friends to always keep in touch But sometimes those plans they may fall through Bari a friend like you has always meant so much I thought you should know I didn't want you to go
8.
I saw you walking there The snow was falling down but you didn't seem to care Because Angels like you will fall for anything at all Yeah angels like you fall for anything at all Momma had to pass you by Hanging your head so low started to make her cry Til the tears ran down her face at such a slow and steady pace And the tears ran clean and dry til there was nothing left to do but sigh And the streetlights start to glow Against the tombstones in a row And I think that it's time to go But Johnny I hope you know That we will always love you so Yeah Johnny I hope you know That we will always love you so Light your candles by the wall By all the murals that are gone now They never meant anything at all Even when they were there well no one seemed to care Like a friend that always gives to you Until he's got nothing left to share And the streetlights start to glow Against the tombstones in a row And I think that it's time to go But Johnny I hope you know That we will always love you so Yeah Johnny I hope you know I'm really glad you didn't go I'm really glad you didn't go I'm really glad you didn't go I'm really glad you didn't go I'm really glad you didn't go
9.
When I was lost well You were never there You just pretended to be someone Someone who cared You liked to tell me what You didn't want me to do But then you ran around And did those things too But that's ok I loved you anyway And I listened to you always Every night and day So if you don't love me it's because of your troubles And if you don't love come clean You said you're my brother Well you've got troubles boy because ain't no brother treat me this mean I had two good friends In her and you So I introduced you two thinking it was cool But then she started a fight And she went and lied Knowing you would be there just to take her side And then you chose to hate me For no good reason Knowing it would break me when you knew I loved you more than you cared to see So if you don't love me it's because of your troubles And if you don't love come clean You said you're my brother Well you've got troubles boy because ain't no brother treat me this mean You should never let A girl get in the way Of two good friends and the things they say It shows you're not a man You're just a little boy So go play your games just to fill the void And that's ok I loved you anyway And I wish you all the best now every night and day So if you don't love me it's because of your troubles And if you don't love come clean You said you're my brother Well you've got troubles boy because ain't no brother treat me this mean And you just ain't no brother to me So if you don't love me it's because of your troubles And if you don't love come clean You said you're my brother Well you'll discover you just ain't no brother to me
10.
It use to drive him nuts when I hung around And he use to chase me up and all around this town But that's over (yeah it's over) You shoulder all the pain as if it's your own And I called you late last night on the telephone Saying it's over (yeah it's over) Cause he's gone and he's not coming back Yeah he's gone you gotta get on track Cause he's gone man don't look back Cause he's gone We use to ride our bikes in the summertime By the old cemetery where we use to get high But that's over (yeah it's over) It's really not your fault You should know that's the truth Contemplating all the things that you're suppose to do when it's over (Yeah it's over) Cause he's gone and things ain't the same Yeah he's gone and you're not to blame Cause he's gone don't feel ashamed Cause he's gone You gotta let it go sometimes You gotta let it go sometimes You gotta let it go sometimes You gotta let it go sometimes I dreamt of him again just the other night And he wanted me to tell you everything's alright And it's over (yeah it's over) Sitting at the table next to hungry jack And I think about those times But we can't go back cause it's over (yeah it's over) Cause he's gone and he's not coming back Yeah he's gone you gotta get on track Cause he's gone man don't look back Cause he's gone You gotta let it go sometimes You gotta let it go sometimes You gotta let it go sometimes You gotta let it go sometimes
11.
The soldiers hands got you pressed up against the wall And when you jump there'll be no one to catch your fall But that's okay cause the light is on in your mind You're not afraid cause the man up there sAid its fine Mother superior has the arms to reach in your soul You gave me nothing now that nothing is all I know Saint Pelagia coming up on the silver screen Cause any exit from this would does not go unseen And the bad hand wins again When there's nothing left in the end And I promise you my friend When this ends, that this will never happen again Dancing around all these dark clouds in your mind Has left you dizzy now you're running out of time No ones a saint and there's no one left to save Ain't it a shame when there's no point left to pray And the bad hand wins the bet When there's nothing left in the end And I promise you my friend When this ends, that this will never happen again A dying flower still holds beauty when it's dead I listen closely to the voices in my head They tell me things that I really don't want to hear But I'm not afraid because there's nothing left to fear And the bad hand wins again When there's nothing left in the end And I promise you my friend When this ends, that I'll never do this again
12.
I found you passed out on the living room couch Decked out in your new suit for work And I'm sorry how I treated you when you were young You know I feel just like aficking jerk But I didn't know how to deal with the pain And I still don't know what to do But I hope you know how much you mean to me And I'll try to mean as much to you But everything's changing now And I'm still haunted by the pieces of this broken town Still trying to find a way to get back to those better days And you know where to find me now In the backstreets and the alleys of this broken Still trying to find a way to get back to those better days Those better days It scares me how much you remind me of him Yeah it scares me right down to the bone. Because I just picked up the pieces of my broken heart And I don't want to do it again So I hope you listen close to everything that I say Though you're hardheaded and stubborn as fuck But you're my only brother and I don't have another And you know I love you so damn much Everyone's changing now And I want to do same but I don't know how Still trying to find a way to get back to those better days And you know where to find me now In the backstreets and the alleys of this broken town Still trying to find a way to get back to those better days

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Whether it'd be by tragedy, health or old age, death is a part of life which we must all learn to accept. Though I preach this to you, it is a concept I have had the most trouble grasping for more than a decade and a half after my brothers passing. After years of pain it is now time for me to move on and accept that this is a part of life which we must all endure at one point or another. As life continued, after August 29th 1998, more friends and family would come to pass and though sometimes it was expected; sometimes it was not.

As I slowly began to put back the pieces one by one, another tragic loss would smash them all back out of place. Years went by and the sun would peak its head out from the dark cloud that was constantly settling over me. I slowly began to realize that there is nothing I could do about any of this, it is life and that's the way it goes. So instead of constantly trying to put back together all of the broken pieces I began to paint a mural.

This mural is a collection of songs that I have written through the years as friends and family have come and gone. It is not only an homage to my brother but to all of the influential people in my life living and deceased. You have had a vital impact on me whether positive or negative and my thank you to each of you is my song. With that being said I have used these experiences to help guide me through the craziness of life; and that I will never forget. Every now and then I dream of my brother and the others I have lost, they come to me and they are as alive as we are now. I will never stop dreaming about them and I will never stop painting the Mural.
   
Love, 
Brendon 

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released August 29, 2015

Produced by Brendon Conroy, Felix Toro and Lauren Kidd.
Engineered by Felix Toro and. Lauren Kidd.
All songs written and performed by Brendon Conroy

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Brendon Conroy a.k.a. 'The Popular Marksman' is an indie musician/singer songwriter whose sound is an eclectic mix of folk, blues, punk, Americana, and alternative.

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